So Day!

"So day" was a spelling mistake made by one of my bosses at work.  I think they meant to write "Some Day" as in reference to "wow we had such a crazy day".  Anyway "so day" is now what I and my work pal use when we have a rough or crazy day.  I had an insane day, one you never see coming till its too late and whacking you on the back of your head with a giant cold fish.  Ha, something smells fishy

I know myself fairly well; loving, stubborn, sarcastic, laid back, goofy, Naive, dorky, artistic, mildly crazy, and barely vindictive. Its just the translating it into a life style that's tricky. Most of the time I feel like I don't really fit in anywhere, but it keeps me humble. Everyday for me is a start into something that is unfamiliar and a bit unsettling but my goals are simple, to love with my whole heart no matter the cost. I don't want to be hindered by expectations or regrets. I am not the best of person, but I am not the worst of person

who knows best

There once was a girl who was helping out someone she cared about. It was a very important task that this girl was performing, probably on the top of the "important tasks to do" list, and the helpee was very greatful. The girl was becoming tired though, it was a hard task, not very many people would take on such a task. So even though she did what she promised to do she would complain and whine to herself. Now the girl knew this was taking away from the kind gesture she was performing but it was hard to stop. The girl was exahusted and missed her friends, for the task kept her immensly busy and had no time to play. The task was fulfilling and at times the girl enjoyed it , but she was having trouble keeping from being upset and resentful when the task grew harder. Was this girl being horrible for fussing? Was the effort she was putting out being canceled by her whines?